January 2011
194 posts
New Years Resolution.
Keep your head high and your hopes down.
December 2010
50 posts
Well. Last night, was the most amazing experience ever. People. People are little shitholes.
“Don’t attach yourself to anyone who shows you the least bit of attention...”
– White Oleander
Listen
Everything is bad timing really. A person will cross my mind, hundreds of times a day. But not, sadly, when it matters. It doesn’t matter a thing.
Though the world may be a cold and lonely place at times, I always see sunlight. Bright, warm, luminescent, golden streaks of sunlight, streaming through the openings overhead. I reach for this light constantly, with no such luck of course. But at the very least, I always see sunlight.
I've been thinking so much lately.
It’s horrible, I hate it. I can’t even sleep anymore. I don’t even know what’s bothering me exactly. I’ve been feeling so empty, yet so alive.
“The weather is changing and breaking my stride.”
“I know my screaming and shouting won’t keep you.”
And this is why I don’t like people. Is it expected of me? To act this way? Either way, I’m not going to sit and wait.
Listen
“Better was it to go unknown and leave behind you an arch, then to burn like a...”
I love the feeling of living. Of being alive.
Christmas.
Nothing better than coming home to an empty house. A little hungry, let’s check the fridge. oh look, there’s NOT SHIT to eat. Alright, that’s okay, I’ll just go buy fastfood. Wait. No fucking money, no fucking car. Where’s mom? Work. Oh yes. Not a problem. She’ll be home at 10 “o” fucking clock tonight. At least I have so much to do, ya know, keep my...
Difference.
There’s a strong difference between being infatuated and being in love.
I have fallen into infatuation. But, I have not yet fallen in love.
FUCK YO COUCH NIGGA
